Yesterday was the one year anniversary of my blog

It’s been nearly two months since my last blog post and it’s been weighing heavily on my mind that this thing I’ve been building for myself was building dust. I started my blog an ENTIRE year ago and it’s amazing to me that I’ve been able to keep updating it semi-regularly.

I have loved having a blog so far - it’s been a bit hard for me to maintain and I haven’t put as much work into is as I’ve wanted to, but I love looking back on my old posts so much. There were several times in my life where I kept a diary which I’d write in daily and I’m so sad over the fact that I threw all of my old diaries out because I can’t look back on them anymore.

Things have been bad and things have been good over the last two months. I’ve eaten a lot of garlic bread and I’ve spent a lot of time with friends and I’ve spent a lot of time asleep. I went up a dose for my anti-depressants and it has honestly made me feel so much more aligned with myself and I’m finally starting to feel more human and I’m working on doing simple normal people things like eating breakfast and getting to work before 10am. I started reading again, I paid my sister back all the money I’ve owed her for yeaaaars. I dyed my hair a lot of times, and I’ve started scheduling time with friends to do fun make-up things and take photos of their angel faces.

Life sucked a little more than usual for a bit but I think it’s okay. This is a short one. I don’t have too much to say. I think I’m getting better at being alive again and it’s nice. I hope that it lasts.

Have some photos of the last 2 months.

Love love Sam xoxoxo I’m gonna be bloggin’ more I sweaaaar.